Bipolar Disorder: Through My Eyes

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By CarlaBoner

Welcome!

I have been suffering with Bipolar Disorder my entire life and as I have learned more about the disorder the more I wanted to be able to help others. As a freelance writer, I figured the best thing for me to do was write articles and stories in order ot help educate others on the disorder and how recovery is possible.

My first Bipolar Disorder article was entitled Bipolar Disorder: Through My Eyes. I wanted to be able to relate to others with the disorder as well as give our loved ones an inside peek at what it feels like to have Bipolar Disorder.

I have read countless books, magazine articles, web articles and medical journals and rarely have I found accounts of what depression feels like or what a manic episode feels like. So that is my number one goal for this Hub. I want to help the non-suffers relate to their loved ones by giving them written and possible spoken accounts of what it feels like to suffer from this in-curable disease.

My other goal is to simply get as much information as I can in one location. As this Hub progresses, you will find articles that I have written along with articles and news reports about Bipolar Disorder. In the links section there will always be links to online support groups and the organizations that specialize in Bipolar Disorder.

My only hope is that this Hub reaches out and helps someone who suffers from Biopolar Disorder. By suffers I mean not only the diagnosed, but also their loved ones, because most times it is the ones that we love that suffer more from this disorder than we do ourselves.

Peace, Love & Hugs

I am a DBSA support group facilitator!

I just wanted to add a brief note I am now a full-time support group facilitator for the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance (DBSA). I have been a back-up facilitator for a little while and a spot opened up for full-time facilitating.

What this means: My self and my co-facilitator operate one support group per week. It is a volunteer position and I love it. It can be a little trying at times but it is well worth the effort. I recieved so much help and support from attending the DBSA support groups that I wanted to be able to give back and help others in need.

Now I can! Every Wednesday afternoon!

I am still working on many of my own Bipolar issues, so I am hoping that I can help others and continue to help myself.

The DBSA has online and in person support groups for those diagnosed with Bipolar and Depression as well as groups for parents and families of the diagnosed. The DBSA has helped me immensely with all of the information, advocacy and support groups. I hope to spread the information that they are there and able to help and give support.

I wish you the best of luck!

No Longer a DBSA Facilitator :(

 I am sad to announce that I am no longer a facilitator for the DBSA. First off, they did not do anything wrong. My life has simply become far too busy for me to attempt trying to make it to a meeting every Wednesday.

I miss facilitating and helping all of my friends and peers suffering from Bipolar Disorder and Depression. Whereas I am no longer capable of helping through the Online Support groups I am working on writing more articles, blogs and websites focused on educating others on Bipolar Disorder.

Whereas that is the case I should be adding more Bipolar information on this blog and perhaps even creating more hubs!

I have already begun work on a website that is focused on controlling Bipolar Disorder mood swings through diet and natural supplements. Currently the homepage is the only thing that is up and it still has some major fixes that need to happen to it. Hopefully this Bipolar Diet website will help others gain control of their life through eating healthy and naturally!

Visit the website and see what I have up so far: www.TheBipolarDiet.com

If you have any suggestions, comments or recommendations please drop me a comment here and I will be happy to take all suggestions into account to make the website the best it can be.

Thank you!

Carla Michelle

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zoglio express 2 years ago

Thank you for your explanatory article. I am someone with Bipolar Disorder for a very long time (only diagnosed 10 years ago), who also "suffers" this incredible disorder. I have actually halucinated at one point that my cat was demonically possessed and talking to me. That was a difficult time in my life, however, I am on the road to recovery rather rapidly. I can understand people with BPD at their lowest point and usually tell them to hold on, it will get better. The key to wellness is management. Many people suffering with BPD stop taking meds when they feel better, and nothing could be worse. It takes only a short time to have a relapse, thus complicating an already complicated life. I also recomment books, however, I do not remember the title. The author of this book is Patty Duke Astin and it may actually be "An unquiet mind" I do not remember. This is a very respected and talented woman in the acting field and yet she once boarded a plane for washington because her radio told her she was the only one who could save the world. Upon arriving at Washington Dulles airport she switched phases and realized what she was doing and went home. How complicated and miserable our lives can be simply because neurons and synapses are not working. Nor do they receive the proper balance of chemicals to stay healthy. My point is that a support group for people with BPD must constantly monitor our meds because like someone with diabetes (which is monitored daily), we rely on our meds (probably for the rest of our lives) to maintain and manage our mood swings.

I am happy to report that I am leveled off, however, my meds are constantly tweaked so that I can stay that way. Thanks for listening. JZ of Zoglio Express

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christalluna1124 2 years ago

Excellent article, May i also recommend two very informative and beautiful books by afriend of mine. her name Is Lana castle. The books are "Bipolar Disorder Demystified" and " Finding your Bipolar Muse". You can obtain them through www.castlecommunications.com. Lana Is one of the heads of Nami Austin, TX. She is wonderful to write to and will answer your emails even though it may take time.

Warmest regards,

Chris

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Mighty Mom 2 years ago

Bipolar can be extremely disruptive. Pick your extreme -- mania is dangerous, but depression is dangerous in a different way. Soooo important to be under the care of a sympathetic, knowledgeable psychiatrist. Do not allow your PCP to prescribe drugs for mental health. They can do more harm than good.

I'm so glad to have another colleague here on HP to turn to on this issue.

BTW, a book I can recommend is "An Unquiet Mind: A Memoir of Moods and Madness" by Kay Redfield Jamison

and also "Detour: My Bipolar Road Trip in 4-D" By Lizzie

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justmesuzanne Level 5 Commenter 2 years ago

Good info as always! Your articles are an excellent first hand resource for people who have bipolar disorder or have a loved one who does.

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CarlaBoner Hub Author 3 years ago

I went and checked out the Bipolar Monster Website. It looks like Milly is trying to do a good thing with this website and networking group. Unfortunately, there is a membership fee.

If anyone who is reading this wants to check it out I encourage you to do so and make your own decision. The DBSA has online support groups and forums for parents of Bipolar and Depressed children.

As a DBSA support group facilitator with bipolar disorder and an 8 year old son with the disorder I highly recommend the free support groups at the Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance (DBSA). The link to their site is above.

The most important thing when it comes to support groups and networks is to find a place where you fit in. Find the group that feels right to you and run with it.

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download-peace 3 years ago

Thank you, Carla, for the information on Bipolar Disorder.

I have a 20 year old son, who has rapid cycling Bipolar. He wasn't officially diagnosed until last year, but looking back, he had signs and symptoms from the age of 5. Bipolar does present differently in children than in adults. Puberty seems to accelerate the illness by leaps and bounds! And then add in high school and dating, stress, and self medicating, and you have a recipe for disaster.

I almost wish my son's manic phases were high, happy and creative! But, instead, his manic phases are mixed--he becomes highly voilatle, and will snap into a rage over the slightest thing. He can be very destructive, and mean horrible things can fly out of his mouth as fast as he can think them. Then he dives into a depressive phase--sometime suicidal thoughts. Give him an hour or two, and he will be the kind gentle son I recognize again. But wait!! Another hour or two may go by, and he gets a phone call from his girlfriend who wants to fight about something...and the whole cyclebegins again!

Yes, my son suffers greatly from this "Monster", but so do we all as a family. You said it perfectly:"By suffers I mean not only the diagnosed, but also their loved ones, because most times it is the ones that we love that suffer more from this disorder than we do ourselves."

If anyone reading this is a parent of a child with bipolar, or another mental illness, I created a private membership site just for us. Because, just like no one can imagine how it feels to be bipolar unless you have it yourself, no one but another parent raising a child with a mental illness can know what it's like unless they are living it also.

If you are a parent and need support, and just would like to know you are not alone, go to http://bipolarmonster.rsitez.com

We are just a family of parents who truly understand!

And Carla, if you would ever like to contribute something to my Bipolar Monster Support site for parents, I would love it! Maybe something geared toward parents and how they can help their child.

If so, please email me!

milly@bipolarmonster.com

Thank you and blessings to you!

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